Maluku Hip Hop Community – and, yeah, they are Indonesians!

Ada juga orang yang ketika hiking di Gunung Sibayak masih mengkhawatirkan lingkungan. Mengumpulkan botol-botol yang dibuang sembarangan, untuk kemudian dibawa turun dan diolah dengan seharusnya

Dan para artis negara yang berjiwa patriotis

Pulau Peucang di Taman Nasional Ujung Kulon. Simply gorgeous, and there’s really nothing more to say

Saya bangga dengan Indonesia…

“What will the future bring?” people asked..
I ponder at their curiousity and slow-wittedness
although secretly I ask the same question.. – Elita (10.02.14)

Do you think this is a good predicament?

Have you ever had something that you cannot tell to anyone, even your best friends? Something that may not necessarily be your dark hidden secret, but if it is shared, you might either hurt someone or even yourself, or ruin a reputation – or something along the line…

And I wonder what should have been done when things like that happen.

The first option that I chose didn’t quite come up like how I expected it to be, and the option that I chose mainly because of ‘peer-invitation-pressure’ turned out to the greatest. Not that I didn’t like the former at all, but probably I like the latter more. This ‘feeling’ came up from how I saw the leaders.

Comparing is such an evil deed. Surely there is an advantage of comparing, it’s just I’m not sure what the advantage is; to make one as good as the other? I don’t think so, especially when it is not ‘mutual’.

Referring back to the first paragraph, I can’t really compare two totally different things, now, can I? I mean, let’s assume that one is the CEO, the leaders’ leader, the one with initiatives and runs many things (actually, he runs almost everything). The other is a leader and has another leader above him. He runs what his leader told him to run, although he leads too. I understand now, and can’t compare them. Now, I love both of them (their leadership skills and the jobs assigned to me).

In this life, there has to be someone who can give you either joy or pain, whose company is expected, though may hurt when you’re with…

“I know you’re not mine, but just give me a little bit more time to be with you”

“Within you’ll remain and always will”

I just want to have that feeling… Where will the future take us?

もう二度と今は戻らない
追い越す過去
あざ笑うような未来みつめたまま

I can’t go back to this moment again
The past is gone
I stare at the future, that seems to be sneering at me – 自由への招待 - L’arc~en~Ciel

Some times I thought that writing could express my feelings
But there are times that words are not enough
And what shall I do when words cannot reveal my feelings?
And at times like this, why all I can do is crying?

– of saying farewell to Kit Kat November 27, 2008

You and I will meet again, When we’re least expecting it, One day in some far off place, I will recognize your face, I won’t say goodbye my friend, For you and I will meet again” Tom Petty.

But then you braced up and looked back on what s/he has done to you, and you were lifted up again. Pretty ironic that the fact is, the same person that brought you down is the very person that lifted you up. That’s what happened to me, listening to this person’s songs taught me to be strong and I was encouraged. Ironic, ironic, ironic.

The wonderful thing about this experience is when I remember my God. At times, I felt alone and ignored and I felt unworthy too. I felt that I was let down, my prayers weren’t answered. But guess what, it is God who holds us through out our lives, He is the one that keeps us save, the one that carries us in His hands and He has done even much more. All those trials and tribulations that we think are unbearable, are actually the ways for God to show us how much He loves us, and He wants us to always come back to Him.